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How do I Conform?

1.To the norms and expectations of my family.
I'm sorry daddy, I tried to be perfect.

2. To the rules of school, the classroom, my teachers.
I just couldn't take it today. But they will never understand why I had to run out of class.

3. To the norms and expectations of my peers.
I wish I'd never told them I was gay, then maybe they wouldn't hate me so much.

4. To the rules of society and what is acceptable and appropriate human behaviour.
I'll just have to hide how I feel for the same sex. Thats the only way I'll ever be accepted. No one wants to be alone.

5. I conform to religious beliefs... God tells me I'm unnatural....or I choose not to conform to any. I don't think thats true at all, if there is a God, he made me this way.

6. I conform to the expectations of my partner. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you, not thin enough, not attractive enough, not anything you want in a partner anymore. Who I love or hate. Let's forgive each other this time.
How do you conform?
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Irisorchad Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
I-I'm sorry I wasn't on for this, you need a big hug :hug: It's okay love, if society won't accept you, we always will. Those douchebags are still at it?! >:O fucking retarded assholes! They're cunts! cunts!
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
Jesus, calm you're tongue missy the devils in it! Thanks Hien, I'm okay now.
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Irisorchad Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
I wish my tongue could give them a lashing!
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
So do I, because you would terrify them!
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Irisorchad Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
Of course ._. I would have a bat with me to hit whoever talks back during my speech.
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
You'd get taken to jail.
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Irisorchad Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
not if i put tape over each and everyone of their mouth v.v
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
And make sure they cant see you.
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TheGirl-WhoWaited Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2012  Student Writer
I know how it can be. But just keep it together. .. hope everything works out. as for the piece. You nailed it !
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2012  Student Writer
I just take each day as it comes to me now. I nailed it?
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TheGirl-WhoWaited Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2012  Student Writer
yup I really like the way you put it all together. the feelings the situations. it was very well done.. o and thanks for the badge.. if ure in a good mood . I'd appreciate a watch too :D .. but her it could be worse.. right.. we could be stuck in saudi arabia and be killed for being gay =(
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
Yeah, I do feel lucky here because of the rights I have, so thats why I can ignore the jerks. We could be in such a more worse situation...
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TheGirl-WhoWaited Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
well technically in my country if you are gay and they know if ure sentenced to life imprisonment its just not really enforced.
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012  Student Writer
O.O Oh Gosh...I really feel so much luckier now. I know that sounds horrible, but I do.
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TheGirl-WhoWaited Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2012  Student Writer
lmao.. its pretty bad. but hey it could be worse. My parents literally said "if you are gay, or if we ever find out, thats it, out of our house. we dont want you " ! kinda tough huh?
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2012  Student Writer
Yeah, thats just strict as it can get for most people. I was allowed to stay in the house, but my dad left.
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SapphierShadows Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
is this actually about you??? ^_^ (sorry to ask but i'm really that stupid)
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Student Writer
Yes love, this is actually about me. It's okay to ask if you're unsure.
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SapphierShadows Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
kk ^_^ so do people bully you then??
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Student Writer
All the time, but I won't let them get to me no matter how my times they lock me in cupboards or trip me down the stairs.
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SapphierShadows Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
wow, they really do that?! dude :/ not letting that stuff get to you is really allot better because its allot smarter than getting all angry about it ^_^
never let a couple of dumb people ruin you'r life, that's what i say!! :D hehe
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Student Writer
And you are 100% right, I think I wouldn't cope without the support of my friends and partner. Yet the lads at my school will be wankers, excuse the language, no matter what I tell them. It's always nice to meet someone with your positive attitude!
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SapphierShadows Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
yeah ^_^ i don't judge people on this kind of stuff :) however there will always be people that don't understand :/ but hey, life is full of joy and sorrow :D
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EndlessHetalia Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2012  Student Writer
Ah, don't I know it. Too bad most of my friends are ones in America that I have never really met...
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